OK!!! i seriously forgot about this journal this time! lol. Bad Llama!! hehe. ok, well.. i dont know what to say now.. Eric and me are over.. god.. i miss him so much. he doesnt talk to Any of us anymore... i call and text alot, but he never answers.. im with aaron now.. its going to end soooon though.. he never talks to me and we never see each other, so whats the point.. i told him that and now he thinks im cheating on him. i dont know if i ever talked about aj, but now im kinda determined to get with him.. i finally got the guts to ask him out one day.. and it backfired lol. another girl had asked him out like a minute before me. lol, Good Job Vanessa!!! anyway.. Mushroomhead/ Dope concert tonight!! i getta go with bonnie!! lol, its going to be so funny... cuz were still short and well have to get there early to be up in front so we can see! hehe. god what else.. been trying to write more poems, but im just... stuck.. nothing comes out right anymore.. -sigh- god i fuckin miss my jon so much.. he moved on though.. hes "in love" with this other girl Already.. i dont see how.. but oh well. bonnies in a big fight with jeremiah lol. she slapped him soooo hard one day.. it was so funny.. ok.. i think this is too much lol. Laterz

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