Hey all.. wow... it really has been a while. i guess ill update u on me before i start to rant about. Me and dylan are over, we have been since two weeks after we got together. im with eric now and i hope were together for a long time.. hes awesome, hes just great to me. i cut my hair and dyed it black... Big change for me..my moms gonna be so pissed. bonnies been living wiht me this summer, so it has been pretty fun. My niece just turned 2 on the 6th... god i feel old... shes really growing up fast.. tonight she put her car seat straps on all by herself.. i almost cried Lol. ive been procrastinating with my online summer school, and now i only have 2 weeks to finish 6 weeks worth of work haha. Bad llama. ive been having some problems, mentally mostly... i think im bipolar.. and certain events have brought back very bad old memories. my brains just racing, and im getting stressed. my hairs falling out... im going to be bald.. God, i miss some kids at school so bad. bonnie might go to school wiht me next year so im definately going to have a lot more fun. i miss alot of people on the internet too. some were really great friends. scotts definately on that list. i think i pissed him off or something. im hungry.. theres no food at my house. im going to get skinny. im starving. i already went from 126 to 117 in 3 months. DAMN CHRISTIANS. sorry. randomness. anyways, like i said, im procrastinating my summer work, so im going to try to do some. haha. yeah right, ill end up at another useless site soon. laterz.

Naw u dident piss me off, i just have a job now and working too much to be online anymoe haha, also all the interweb IM thingys just... well died on me so im trying to fix it, its let me on once or twice, oh tell bon sorry for not replying to txts she ushaly gets me in the midal of work.